my 18th birthday's cake
my 19th birthday's cake
different camera, different room, different me, and different CAKE!
Selasa, 24 Mei 2011
Selasa, 10 Mei 2011
BIRTHDAY; once it arrives, it just ends too soon
What do you feel when today is your birthday? What is your wishes? What do you expect? What do you do to spend the day?
I always sad when my birthday comes, because once it arrives, it end up in a blink of the eye. I always sad because I have too much expectation. Name the most popular gift for a girl for her birthday: doll, chocolate, flowers, I just never get any. Yes, I'm just that pathetic. So, I simply dislike my birthday.
Today, I'm the birthday girl. I'm officially 19. I try to convince myself that I'm blessed but somehow I feel rejected. While writing this, I'm crying.
This year, I'm in the second semester in the university, I'm majoring communication. I didn't expect anything from my classmates but they are the only one who made my day this day. They hugged me, um no, exactly I hugged them all (I love hugs)
This year, I'm studying in Jakarta, my parents are in Batam. It is 7pm and they haven't greet me yet.
In campus, I am member of Theatre club but their greetings to me is just too ordinary.
Today, I'm in crush with a senior and he doesn't even recognize me. How can I expect to get his wishes?
Today is my birthday, I don't even take any pictures and don't even eat any cakes.
See, how selfish, egocentric and not grateful I am. Yes, I am that bad. I am immature! I guess today is just my bad day. (now playing: Daniel Powter - Bad Day)
I always sad when my birthday comes, because once it arrives, it end up in a blink of the eye. I always sad because I have too much expectation. Name the most popular gift for a girl for her birthday: doll, chocolate, flowers, I just never get any. Yes, I'm just that pathetic. So, I simply dislike my birthday.
Today, I'm the birthday girl. I'm officially 19. I try to convince myself that I'm blessed but somehow I feel rejected. While writing this, I'm crying.
This year, I'm in the second semester in the university, I'm majoring communication. I didn't expect anything from my classmates but they are the only one who made my day this day. They hugged me, um no, exactly I hugged them all (I love hugs)
This year, I'm studying in Jakarta, my parents are in Batam. It is 7pm and they haven't greet me yet.
In campus, I am member of Theatre club but their greetings to me is just too ordinary.
Today, I'm in crush with a senior and he doesn't even recognize me. How can I expect to get his wishes?
Today is my birthday, I don't even take any pictures and don't even eat any cakes.
See, how selfish, egocentric and not grateful I am. Yes, I am that bad. I am immature! I guess today is just my bad day. (now playing: Daniel Powter - Bad Day)
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